Been a while, ain't it? The reason I haven't been posting here hasn't been for lack of trying, just lack of time, mostly. And a bit of not really finding anything worthwhile to write about I guess. Oh well, looking back on my old entries, this journal's never really been home to much thought-provoking stuff anyway. Just the ramblings of this disoriented kid trying to be interesting. I've never been much of a talker anyway. I prefer to listen to other people and chime in when I think I can bring something to the conversation. Which frankly, seems to happen less and less as of late.
It scares me a bit, to be honest. It feels like I'm getting less and less motivated as time goes by and that I'll end up too jaded to do anything with my life later on.

Enough depressing talk, I've been taking actions to get out of this rut and making a post here is only one of the many steps I plan to take.

First of all, I'd like to be just known as Lou from now on, if that's okay with everybody. My old handles had connotations I'm not too proud of(RecessRapist is a joke on fucking child molestation and I most likely unwittingly hurt a lot of people without ever realizing it like a fucking idiot(and the french equivalent sounds really, really stupid, to boot so if I'd posted in french communities instead I would have looked like a great big fool on top of a shitty fucking person)/Potatokujo's that asshole who promised big things and never updated for months several times. So yeah, as you probably saw it coming I decided to leave all that behind me and made a new journal. So don't forget to accept  crissdecloune if you still want me on board!

Also I would like to announce that I finally have a fully-functional, dedicated team over @ http://donebetterelsewhere.blogspot.com/ and we'll do our best to bring you regular Top Quality Diamond is Unbreakable Scanlation(I would also like to say that I am eternally grateful to everybody who ever voluntered to help with this project. I wouldn't have made it to this point without you guys =) )!

As for school well, not much's changed since my last few entries. Still working toward the same goals et al.

As for life in general, well things are just dandy! I've been seeing my friends more and more and I just started to realize how blessed I feel to know most of them. Ever since I exposed my uh flexible taste in people to my peers, I've started to feel truly accepted and loved for who I am for one of the first times in my life. Worse I've had to deal with was a couple of uneducated idiots with stupid opinions here and here(apparently homosexuality is triggered by traumatic events like being molested as a child, did you guys know???). Some of my buddies even egg me on when I find a guy I fancy. It`s a side of the world I thought I'd never see, wow.
I'm seeing a girl at the moment though. :3 We've been talking since late-August and while we're not quite sure about how we feel about another I've got a good feeling about what's to come.

So enough blabbing for now, see you on the other side! Recess away!

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four things you want in a romantic partner.
Day Eight: Three of your favorite possessions.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life or yourself right now.

( radda radda )

I'm keeping the ~CONFESSION~ until tomorrow.

Also yall have poop green blood

( The world is a strange and interesting place indeed... )

Edit: Ok, I know this all seems like a poor decision on my part but I forgot to mention that the reason he asked me to come in the first place was because he was already late for his interview and couldn't afford to plod around the neighborhood looking for the place, and since he bickered a lot with the older guy, they genuinely seemed like a young dude getting a ride from his dad to a job interview, and if I'd just turned them down I would've felt pretty bad.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four things you want in a romantic partner.
Day Eight: Three of your favorite possessions.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life or yourself right now.
Day Ten: One confession

-Ian, my childhood neighbor and best friend. We've known each others since we  were still in diapers and we were pretty much inseparable as kids. And even when he moved away, we kept contact and were just as, if not even closer than before. A couple of years ago he left his parent's house because he couldn't stand living with them any longer, and moved in with his uncle, who happens to live right down the street from my place :D He only stayed for around a year or so before getting himself an appartment, but it was more than enough for us to catch up with each other and it pretty much cemented the fact that we're #1 bros in the universe. He's one of the few people I'd take a bullet for, and he told me he'd do the same for me.

-My good buddy Matthew, that some of you might know as "Atal" on TF2. He's the first friend I made in secondary school and and has been my partner-in-shenanigans ever since.

-Juan, whom I met last year in college. We first started talking because he was reading a One Piece volume in class, and it just clicked, really. At first it was just the two of us but thanks to him I met most of my closest college buddies. I don't feel like going into details but in short he's kind of the reason I made this post back then (potatokujo.livejournal.com/2009/08/28/) I also sort of consider him like a little brother.

-My mom. She's always been extremely supportive of me(Even if she's a bit of a sheltered bourgeois sometimes) and I don't know where I'd be without her.

-Alllllll of my internet bros <3

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four things you want in a romantic partner.
Day Eight: Three of your favorite possessions.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life or yourself right now.
Day Ten: One confession

1. This is more of a general thing, but I wish I hadn't been such a milquetoast back then. Mom always psyched me up as being smarter than most other kids for most of my childhood, so when I started secondary school and realised how overly sheltered I had been compared to everybody else, it kind of hit home. Pretty hard.

Now this wasn't about not knowing the lastest trend or being unable to get a "girlfriend" or whatever. It's just that I spent a lot of my childhood in my own warped little bubble and with little care for anything that wasn't video-games, comics or mom's cooking and I had zero "street cred" for the most part so I conditionned myself to listen to other people and letting them lead, since they most likely had a better idea about what they were doing and that led to many a crappy situation that I could have prevented(or helped prevent, in most cases) had I spoken up and not let them do their thing.  Like for example my bros and I wanted to get to this theater two towns away and the driver decided to take the freeway, but I knew a route that passed through the suburbs that was less of a hassle. I didn't mention it because I thought my friend knew what he was doing, but we ended up getting stuck in traffic AND we got off the freeway in the wrong area of town. Because of that we were 45 minutes late. See what I mean? I had nada self-confidence from secondary 1 through 3 and I can safely say that these were the worst years of my life.

2. I wish I hadn't been such a dismissive dick to a certain person. Sure they could be annoyingly attention seeking sometimes but they were still my friend. Now we don't talk no more and I almost miss their spastic IMs.

3. I wish I hadn't drank a bottle of rhum all by myself on Halloween '09. Worst hangover ever.

4. I wish I hadn't told this asshole to go get hit by a truck way back then :C(It actually happened to him a few months later). Dude was a prick but he didn't deserve it.

5. I wish I'd never sold my NES and a good portion of  my N64 games.

6. I wish I'd never taken my grandparents for granted.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four things you want in a romantic partner.
Day Eight: Three of your favorite possessions.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life or yourself right now.
Day Ten: One confession

1."WHY DID I DO THAT FUCK. WHYYYY."

2. "Oh boy already 6 am? Ok I GUESS I'll go to sleep sooner tomorrow night, Yeah totally."

3. "That's hot."

4. "Man I don't think we're doing this the right way. Should I tell him/her? Naaaaaaaaah, they know what they're doing :)"(This doesn't end well 9 times out of 10)

5. "Okay that was hilarious so why am I not laughing :("

6. "Oh great I completed this step! This was rough but I'm proud of myself I should keep this u-HEY I WONDER WHAT'S GOING ON ON THE INTERNET"

7. "Oh, Tabarnak!"

Fuck lj cuts this entry was tiny as fuck

 Also happy new year I guess :U

Have a good one you gaiz

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four things you want in a romantic partner.
Day Eight: Three of your favorite possessions.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life or yourself right now.
Day Ten: One confession

( Day two & three )

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four things you want in a romantic partner.
Day Eight: Three of your favorite possessions.
Day Nine: Two images that describe your life or yourself right now.
Day Ten: One confession

( ho hum )

Only to be refused access to the class for coming in 2 minutes late.

Fuck everything